Tyler Perry Forgives His Abusive Father

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Tyler Perry






I was very moved by Tyler Perry‘s story of forgiveness that appeared in Oprah magazine. It’s a powerful reminder that we get “stuck” and can’t move our life forward until we release the resentments we carry.









My father was a carpenter. He used his hands to pour concrete and hammer nails. He also used his hands to beat me.

I was a tall child, but sickly—I had asthma—and when I went to work with him, the sawdust made me cough. I preferred staying home, writing and drawing. I conjured up other worlds: worlds in which I didn’t worry about being poor, in which I was someone else’s child, a child who lived in a mansion and had a dog. My father—a man with a third-grade education who was orphaned at 2 and sent to work in the fields at 5—understood only the physical. He thought he could beat the softness out of me and make me hard like him.

When I was 21, I left my house in New Orleans and headed to Atlanta to be a playwright. I got a day job as a bill collector and scrimped and saved to put on my play I Know I’ve Been Changed—a musical about recovering from an abusive childhood. But even though I was writing about recovering, I wasn’t doing it. Every day I felt angry and bitter and terribly lonely. I rarely dated, and if a woman told me she loved me, I headed for the door. My play bombed; 30 people came on opening weekend. I put it on the next year and the year after that, and each time, it bombed again. Finally, 28 years old, out of money and months behind on my rent, I started sleeping in my car. When the car broke down, I asked my father to cosign on a new one, as he had just done for my sister (the light-skinned sister he adored). When he refused, I forged his signature. And when the car got repossessed, he called me, yelling. Sitting in that little room I’d just scraped together enough money to rent, listening to him berate me, something snapped. Something dormant in me woke up, and I began to yell back.

I told him that he’d hated me since I was born, that I didn’t deserve the things he’d done to me. Everything I’d ever felt or thought—even things I hadn’t been aware of—came out. When I was done, the line was silent for a long time. And then, for the first time ever, my father said, “I love you.”

After we hung up, I felt light, empty, and exhausted. I knew that I would never again look at my father in hurt or anger. But in a strange way, I also sensed that something had died. I sat crying for hours, as if I were in mourning. My energy source, my fight, the rage that had moved me every day—it was all gone.

Slowly but surely, I began to fuel my days with joy instead of fury. That year—call it coincidence, call it karma—my play sold out. Then it sold out again, and then again. I began to write new plays, and the theme of forgiveness runs through them all. It’s simple: When you haven’t forgiven those who’ve hurt you, you turn your back against your future. When you do forgive, you start walking forward.





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6 Responses to “Tyler Perry Forgives His Abusive Father”

  1. Kate Says:

    What a powerful story! The father needed to hear his son’s rage in order to see what had been left out of their relationship all those years – the importance of telling his son he loved him.

    And the son moving from “fury to joy.” Amazing.

    Thanks for sharing that, Phil.

  2. Phil Bolsta Says:

    You are quite welcome, Kate!

  3. Catherine Nagle Says:

    Thank you, Phil!

    These are the powerful stories of forgiveness that give us support and encouragement to go on in the darkest night of our souls. The stories that have helped, saved, and guide “more” than ourselves alone.

    Thank you, Tyler, For sharing the true power of forgiveness!

    We really appreciate your message.

    Truly,

    Catherine Nagle

  4. Phil Bolsta Says:

    Yes, it’s one thing to talk about forgiveness as an abstract principle. It’s far more powerful and inspiring to hear an actual story. Thanks, Catherine.

  5. Emily Hall Says:

    I JUST ENJOY HIS MOVIES,AND HIS PLAYS.SO WE’RE GOING TO ENJOY HIS SHOWS.

  6. Phil Bolsta Says:

    Glad you enjoy them, Emily! Have fun!

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