From the perspective of the external world, I am utterly insignificant. If I were to vanish from the face of the earth, only a small circle of family and friends would mourn my passing. The world would go on spinning and people would go on living their lives unaware of and uninterested in my fate.
From the perspective of the internal world, I am indispensable. My soul, the individualized God force within me, is a wave of spirit in the vast ocean of Spirit. At the deepest level, I am inextricably connected to every other soul on the planet and to every atom of creation. I am under contract to contribute to the world in my own unique way. Should I vanish, God’s plan for my life and for every life I am destined to touch would be irreparably interrupted. The ripples I would have caused in other lives would never be received, and those lives would be poorer for it.
Fifteen years ago. I was hiking solo in the high desert at the foot of the Sangre de Cristo Mountains near Taos, New Mexico, when I was overwhelmed by a sudden realization that the universe is utterly indifferent to me, and at the same time, profoundly forgiving and compassionate toward me. I remember stopping and just standing in that knowledge for a long time. I had a simple and quiet sense of, Oh, I get it. I see who I am, where I am, and how I fit into things. I felt joy and lightness, as if my burdens had been taken from me. Talking about it almost distorts it. There are experiences that go far beyond words, and this was one of them.
I can’t say that this experience changed my life, but it gave me an important lens through which I’ve looked at my journey ever since. A few years ago I was reading a journal by Thomas Merton in which he reports his great revelation that “everything is emptiness and everything is compassion.” And I thought, That’s it! That’s the same experience I had!
Of course, this experience is paradoxical—how can indifference and compassion coexist? I’m reminded of a Hasidic tale where the rabbi says to his disciple, “Everyone needs a coat with two pockets. In one pocket, carry dust to indicate that you are nothing. In the other pocket, carry gold to indicate that you are precious.” We shrug off the burden of the self-obsessed ego by realizing that we are nothing, and we transcend self-denigration by realizing that there is something of ultimate value about each of us.
I am nothing, I am everything. And it is in this realization that peace can be found.
They say to me in their awakening, “You and the world you live in are but a grain of sand upon the infinite shore of an infinite sea.”
And in my dream I say to them, “I am the infinite sea, and all the worlds are but grains of sand upon my shore.”
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